Revulsion

Last day of the week.. i feel so tired and i haven't slept.. its been a more than month since i haven't had enough sleep.. Myy eyebags are worsening, can't hide it anymore with concealer..
When will i stop crying? they say time will tell. but time has stopped on me, there's no progress.. i hated myself.. im having problems eating, i dont know how to appreciate the taste.. and my stomach is not accepting it..
I feel sick and tired of myself..